“i don’t write love poems”
i said
before i
met you
although i’m too shy to admit this
when i ask
how the stars are tonight
what i mean is
i want to be there with you
believe me
i want to tell you everything
but in order to do so
i would need
to strip down to the bone
and do you understand
my dear
how frightening it is
to be so raw
you fall asleep so quickly
and that’s fine with me
to see your golden waves, spilling
over your closed eyes, dreaming
is perhaps
one of the most beautiful things
i have ever seen
and after the pepper spray
the rise and fall
of your belly
was the only thing
that stilled me -
that held my scream
inside
recently
while on a walk i saw
a small white butterfly
it moved more easily than
a quiet summer breeze
*Published by Fresh Out: An Arts and Poetry Collective on 10/8/22