stigma
i would love to say
recovery has a finish line
one where crowds roar
as you break the paper divide
with arms outstretched
in hallelujah praise God
recovery really is
a thankless job you
more or less do in the dark
it’s also a taskmaster
that waits by your bed each dawn
sayin’ get up g-damnit
don’t drown in victimhood
and when you finally decide to hoist
up that golden survivor flag
you begin to curse that title
more and more each day
all you want
after all your scars
is to be a human
free of mark
*Published in From The Ashes: An International Anthology of Womxn's Poetry